Regret is not the word for us, CHERISH is

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Its been nearly five days from the last day i blog:) well honestly speaking, boyfriend and me broke up.We both have decided this way, all along we both knew we are not meant to be each other but becuz of love we try to hang it thru.Both of us are stubborn we both want to have our frredom,bf is busy with his and i busy with mine.We did not even have time to sit and have a good talk. I knew bf was stress afterall. I can even see he do not want to end up like this I knew its going to end sooner or later. The last night bf met me he hug him and i knew it gonna be the last. I did not blame him for anything but i just hate his temper but no matter what i can hold on to it. I did not break a fuss but how longer can i hold? Maybe not long:) I do not want to turn this way, I miss the days he come to my house , cook and even wash for me treating me like a princess. I miss ths days we spend the whole night hugging each other to slp. I miss the days he play and tease me.I miss the days when we both cried and wipe each other tears.He is the only one that i willing to throw my heart out whenever i talk to him cause i can see he talk his heart out too.I miss everything.I admit he is a good one:)

Met wawa ,nana and wawa's mum ystd and the past few days, they really console me.I can see wawa's mum dote me inside out she is only elderly that understand me knowing what happen to me and bf willing to shower me with love.I saw they really care bout me they realy talk me round and willing to patch up things from me and bf,they are here to talk to me yet wawa's dad talking to bf. I was touched by them.Thanks is all i can say:)

The longer I am holding onto the more we will get hurt

5:03 AM simplicity! x3