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Wednesday, October 22, 2008


you cut me like a knife..
Too busy for updates, have not been sleeping enough, have been going home at ard morning even i have to be up for work tomorrow, i know WTF..went shop at least four times a week with belle. They indeed have much problems i cannot deny..Finally understand belle's feeling really cannot be solved in a sudden.Hope everything will be fine after all.. He called me today told me why i suddenly changed that much i no longer call him or msg him. I was like, DUH!! you were the one who go away from me when i wanted you, now i have struggled thru,WTF coming back _l_ understand!! Love i Miss you!!


7:21 AM simplicity! x3


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

The boy you used to beI'm not sad for it's over, but glad that it once belonged to me. The hurt that you left, made me cried a river & build a bridge so i can get over with it. Moving on is simple. It's what you left behind made it difficult. I know i have said goodbye so many times before, but all roads lead me back to you. But as for now, seeing you living well enough without me around, there's nothing much more for me to expect..


5:22 AM simplicity! x3



Its been nearly five days from the last day i blog:) well honestly speaking, boyfriend and me broke up.We both have decided this way, all along we both knew we are not meant to be each other but becuz of love we try to hang it thru.Both of us are stubborn we both want to have our frredom,bf is busy with his and i busy with mine.We did not even have time to sit and have a good talk. I knew bf was stress afterall. I can even see he do not want to end up like this I knew its going to end sooner or later. The last night bf met me he hug him and i knew it gonna be the last. I did not blame him for anything but i just hate his temper but no matter what i can hold on to it. I did not break a fuss but how longer can i hold? Maybe not long:) I do not want to turn this way, I miss the days he come to my house , cook and even wash for me treating me like a princess. I miss ths days we spend the whole night hugging each other to slp. I miss the days he play and tease me.I miss the days when we both cried and wipe each other tears.He is the only one that i willing to throw my heart out whenever i talk to him cause i can see he talk his heart out too.I miss everything.I admit he is a good one:)

Met wawa ,nana and wawa's mum ystd and the past few days, they really console me.I can see wawa's mum dote me inside out she is only elderly that understand me knowing what happen to me and bf willing to shower me with love.I saw they really care bout me they realy talk me round and willing to patch up things from me and bf,they are here to talk to me yet wawa's dad talking to bf. I was touched by them.Thanks is all i can say:)


The longer I am holding onto the more we will get hurt


5:03 AM simplicity! x3


Wednesday, October 1, 2008







this are the pics i snatched frm the girls i lazy to transfer eh



Baby went malaysia for hari raya:( I was fucking alone here with four walls surronding. The feelings is WTF.Went out with andrew today, he went to get Bebe hoodie for jennifer Bdae. Damm lucky huh! Promise him to buy a ZARA formal for him and he will buy a bebe tee in return. Wad a deal:) Brought a topshop kinda like camisole today in electric blue:) I wanted to buy GAP tee in black went vivo to look for it but it was OOS =.= anyone know can update me cause its urgent.Baby is back tomorrow he promise to meet the first:) Meeting my Love tomorrow. promise there will be pics up:)










5:36 AM simplicity! x3


ME

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CLARISSA :)

Love me? pls enjoy your stay..
Hate me? pls leave & bye..
About her

Claris her name.
She loves her Richard Sim

She adore labels and loves
Loves shopping,cam-whoring and her lovely girls:)

She dislike nothing as nothing is perfect neither is she
She like to live in La-la land

& Shes the one & onli HER