Regret is not the word for us, CHERISH is

Saturday, June 7, 2008

sometimes i found it really funny,all humans is the same they talk back bout each other behind their back and become real friends after all that happened.kinda joke:) ya maybe his not a trustworthy guy, maybe we cannot communicate, maybe his a mother fucker ,maybe he is just wanted to be loved by telling us bout the unreal past..everyone has past memories either some are wonderful,some are bad you cannot just judge a person just within your eyes and not to know him futhurmore.ya he went for' holidays ' but not just because of this then he is a jerk or cannot even change himself to a better one..you told me that you was angry of how he treat me, well you were best friends now at least others will stand beside me when i am weak may i ask where are you? having fun? i think so:) care for me by tpying on msn or even type on your blog will heals all?piece of joke:)i did not meant to be sarcastic but it hurts to see you are away from me and when i calls you,you are out with the one that i dislike wad if i say i go out clement still hangs ard with him and left you alone in no where..girl i say by you every single night to hear you pours out your pain..i even cried with you..but me no one know how pain am i when i really wanna choose the right guy end up he ditch me..i was all alone to face it..i did not want to say out when i was with all of you cause i know yu willl just say'ah ya nvm de we help you find better one' will this works heals all?

thanks mr chan,for caring me and wanted to say both our r/s back together before its too late:) but you just dunno hw i feels the feelings cannot be describe..its not the real me all along, i seems to cheerful in front of you. if its turns to a bad ending i just can say too bad and let it be..we cannot force anything just let it go just the way it was,but no matter wad turn to be, treasure your r/s:) maybe just let me fall dun pull me up cause its hard to face the reality..you know it too maybe too much falling i will wake up one day:) i just wanna you and anna to stay beside me and keep me happy:)

10:14 PM simplicity! x3