Regret is not the word for us, CHERISH is

Thursday, June 5, 2008

am stressed out right now,ppl say they understand how i feel but i did not do you know or not.i have no comment. you just think that all long you are joking and fooling around with me. joking is one thing its not that i cannot take jokes but do you know everything have a limit.i just frustrated over everything one after can all of you give me a break. dun you know falling down and climbing up again is way too diffcult..'i love you but just dunno how to treat you right?' its the excuse you gave.well i was clever enough to tell myself well at least you love me. girls,maybe you have go thru all this as well,telling someone to forget is way too easy but if you in my shoes can you?ya maybe you all say i forgot but girls you guys went thru all this with the support of your current boyfriends what bout me? i have just to overcome this all by myself. i do not have any one to support me every time i fall. rmb, you girls or boyfriend support are totally different. you guyd told me i not suitable for sha,maybe you guys are right but if you are sha's friends i hurt him will you guys like, same things i dun wanna hurt him. you guys know how poor thing he is. i know you guys care dun wanna me to get hurt,but why dun you tell all those guys to stop hurting me. you know who you are, i hate you!!! maybe its my fault to leave you but wad you told my aunt you willl be back, btut where are you,i really have suffer so much after you left..mr and mrs banana thanks for you guys to care for me dun worry i promise i won fall hard cause i am scared:) cause i am scared of falling and climbing up again:)

11:53 PM simplicity! x3