Regret is not the word for us, CHERISH is

Saturday, December 1, 2007

well at darling belle house today, did not get to go out cause clement and darling quarrel so sit all the way to tampines from boon lay luckily got my new nokia 6120 and teens magazine to acc mi :) after reach tampines cabby down to belle house then now i am here! did not get my pay have to wait till next week then here comes my camera..going to get it at clarke quay and damm far with aunt and cousin..did not get to meet the guys gang and daryl cause that guy has serious eye infection and sms me at night say he go hospital i was kinda shock but its a camp hospital i think its scary to be alone but brave daryl is not..i miss night life with them.evey night went home saw cars with loud engine let my think of shaun with his blasting car engines and botak guys let my think of daryl , yong zhuang and sam. i like yong zhuang christian name jaydon nice name:) i wish i could go rowdy now!!!i suddenly like the song by 50 cents in the club

to darling belle- for clement chew for god sake please change alright..i know sometime its really werid for him to change suddenly for something.. belle i know its tortune i know wad kind of i have been through..sometimes if it is time to let go just go..i know it hurts but how tolerate, i tolerate that long i give up many ppl think i give up cause of daryl but nobody knows..but after all think dun regret after you do all the things i have learnt my lesson and i am suffering now. i dun wan see my loved ones go through all this.

if euu dun wan to read just skip this.. i am venting out my angers only..this month has been the worst month for my whole entire life. i dunno who am i actually, i work everyday even though i am sick, i just wanna keep myself busy everyday to forget everything.. i do see my phone evey now and then last time to see whether i have a msg but not now cause i know your heart has flown away.. i tried to keep myself happy everyday by meeting belle and sis on sat but no one know how i feel..belle and sis you both got someone to acc you i dun have i walk all alone. i know our r/s is a nothing in the end.. i choose the wrong path and i am lost..well i sometime think i deserved it serve mi rights belle i dun wan you to be like me understand

never mind you just go away..

8:00 AM simplicity! x3