Saturday, May 31, 2008
yea came home just from town went out with baby,anna,mr banana,baby friends and 3 girls that i have no idea who there are..i was broke:( but i need to buy my contact lens or else i will be blind..today sadly to say we did not went sento its raining heavily since i woke so ended up we went town:) today the rain cause me moody serously i hate raining days! should be suprised that why i came home at 11 plus in a sat night cause my baby was sick he feel like vomiting after sitting a long trip of buses so anna and banana went home straight then me and baby took BUS(again) home buy red bull then i went home MYSELF!
i wonder why we did not click,maybe we are not suitable or maybe we are from different world..maybe i am just lying to myself all along well that will e better cause i still cannot face the truth
7:56 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
when out with love to vivo then to PM to have our girl chat:) with mic
neos are fun:)
me,mei jie and love!yes pics are here i snatch it from love blog:)
7:35 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i know still no pics love is still busy:( bad news= papi saw my tattoo..died but he nv say anything my second one is coming:) going buy contact lens on friday and makan with anna,sat sento with baby,anna,mr chan cannot wait..baby ask me whether i swimming anot i say:'NO' then he say 'then go for was swim la' then i say'i scared i drown then he say'i at there you scared ar' baby seriously cause you there i more scared hahas no la:)promise there will be pics:) this is the last week baby going tekong wohoo!!
baby you are right how long am i going to lied myself to sleep,maybe i am too foolish but i choose it....how come till today,i dun know how to love myself...
loving someone that does not love you is like reaching a star, you know you 'll never reach it but you just gonna keep in trying
8:05 AM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Just send baby to busstop.ya he is going back to tekong again..seriously the feelings sucks when i have to bid good bye with him,the feeling where nothing can be describe felt sad but manage to be strong. baby know i am crying but ya he is hard hearted even laugh at me..the bus came in no time then he alight the bus the most saddest thing is he dun even bother to turn round and look!! but ya baby say i not going to died i still see him next week hahas...this is the last week go tekong and that means he can come back eveyday again wohoo!!! baby was late he even dun have time buy cigg so no choice..some more baby prepaid LOW!!! either i top for him or no calling for one weeks ....baby talk me round ya i am still a girl and i will get mami and papi to worried maybe i will go home early or talk to them for at least more freedom yea baby correct??ya going out soon to meet sissy and anna:)work tomo boring
maybe there is something that no matter how i try, i cannot replace it in your heart
2:24 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008
hiee!! i am blogging at work well my boss is out so here i am:) baby went field camp i miss him like crazy but keep myself occupied in order not to let myself crazy.. baby is out today wohoo!! he sleeping at camp now call baby he sound so sick..worried me:( baby told me something that i was unexpected but i was glad to hear that thanks baby i love you..baby so poor thing eveyday tortune by army cannot slp so ke lian..love still haven send me my pics but i think soon la soon la..i sound a little crazy i know..after work meeting baby then home!!take cab maybe baby too tired after go home bath meet anna darling go eat..tomo still have to work then baby come fetch thanks baby wo ai ni!!
1:05 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
i have never been myself during all this things happen i am not the real me now when aunt say i change to a different girl a totally different me as she say that all the thoughts run thru my mind..ya indeed she is right..i am not longer me,i used to have a carefree life with all my girlfriends surrounding no heartaches but just laughter but now its has all been crashed up by my stupidness well i cannot blame anyone but myself. i have totally forgotten linus but just bad memories came along my mind. darling bele is sick get well soon eh:) baby is coming back tomorrow:) touch up and go town wohoo!! went vivo with love today have fun we suddenly feel that we need to buy alot of stuffs anyway GSS is coming and ther goes my pay..love got boyfriend now wish them can work out well but happy to see her like this:) love you are my only BFF and i love you!!!thanks for eveything you cheer me up!!pics soon gonna post when love send me
8:35 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
moody was back:( he just cannot leave me alone. these few days i was thinkng over and over again..i love him that why i give all my understanding to him,even my ex that i love fucking much dun have such treatment i hope anna,mr chan and sissy can see..i did not ask back for anything.enough is enough. why do belle and sissy have better ones then me!!!probably single is better!!!wad the hell is wrong with your attitude that i have to give my understandings when you show your fucking attitude towards me!! i dun own you any fucking shit!!! i love you,i give my understandings all to you even my own relatives say i change to a better one wad i get in the end..its just all craps!! i know you was hurt by your ex but my problem why must you think treating girls good they will betray..stop having the stupid thinking that all girls are the same!! do you think that all girls can tolerate your fucking attitude!! if i can dun love you i rather go single i rather dun know you!! BUT ITS JUST A LITTLE TOO LATE WAD DONE IS FUCKING DONE!!!
10:13 PM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
me and sissy
darling,raj,yan,me
me and darlingwell i am back..ya all have ended nobody is giving me trouble all thanks to baby who solve it for me:) thanks baby i love you..the only problem i was facing nw is missing him cause he is at tekong:( no choice army guy,suprisily i am not the one that is complaining but baby.nothing much just have fun everyday,working and fooling around with my collegues in the morning went to meet the gang after work then call baby..wohoo!!went out with baby on sat to clarke quay all i can say fun:) pics coming soon..baby coming out on sat,he going buy phone for himself i acc him,then i go touch up for my tattoo baby acc me:) maybe going out with baby camp mates go shopping..then go drink..i bet with baby something i noe he will win..
baby i miss you alot alot. you make me become strong again..i really want to thanks you for making me laugh and pamper and dote me..esp your hugs and kisses..i know i never regret finding you..i just want you to tell me everything in your heart
7:45 AM
Friday, May 2, 2008
I dun have the idea when i last blog. well many things happen to me and my closest girlfriends esp belle. belle have a been in a difficult situation at first but now i know she did make the right choice for her and i am glad for her.. well for me i have several mood swings, and i have let baby suffer well i dunno should i still call baby or syakir..i think i will back when everything has come to an end..thanks to you i have suffer that much thru this few months i did not know wad i wan. the first time is you then cupin then now baby. why all of you must treat me in such a way.
ziela, you are lucky to have budi i just wish both of you everlasting. may not be going there frequently i just dun want trouble arise
darling belle, you are lucky to have mr chan he wake my sense up after he talk to me that night.he is mature but he's too oily.hahas
sissy you is good and funny just listen to him at times cause wad he tell you to do sometimes is right for you
12:19 AM
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